Jonell


I can not say good bye.
To say good bye to such a gracious gift of life, my little girl Jonell would be an impossible task for me to achieve.
A sorrow and a pain that I have never learn in life to endure!
I will miss you dearly each day, but will wake up each day knowing your sprit lives within me.
There has been no father so swollen with pride than I knowing that you love me so or the gift of your sprit that I was the one you choose to call - Dad.
I Love You------

 




Tributes


2012-01-29
Brianna

dear mom i love and miss you like crazy everyday and I'm sure yu'd be proud of how awesome id become ahha it runs in the family gusse;) love you always and forever RIP mommy



2011-12-09
Sylvia

Dear Jonell ~ The Holidays bring memories and magnifies feelings. Your Dad, the rest of the family and I think of you daily, but more so during the Holidays. Sending you love and hugs, when you see my Big Sister, please give her my love and hugs. Tell her I'm taking care of Mom and wish she was here. Thinking of both of you.



2011-06-01
Dad Paul

Hi Jonell - Well here it is 5 years from your passing - I miss you so there is no such thing as time will heal a broken heart!! I just have learn how to live with the pain of your passing. I am lucky to have your brother, sisters, and grandchildren and Sylvia to help me! I love you so and your sprit is so a live. I can see and touch your sprit from Brianna and Ricky! say hello to us all today in any way that you can - I love you Dad. PS. If you see Sylvia's sister Cynthia tell her everything is ok.



2011-05-25
Brianna (daughter)

haha hanging out with gianna at her apartment every wensday for dinner im here!!! we were looking up ur pictures and came to the tribute paige and choose to write becasue we lovvvve you ahahha me and gianna are verrry close now and joke and laugh all the time aha like we use to ahah :P we both miss yu and talk about u allllll the time sometimes serious heart to heart convos ahha cn u belive it me being serious ahah and some funny vonvos lik ,"can i have some kentucky fried chicken with out the chicken!' ahah u rember saying tht aahha all ur lil saying ahah we rember them all well i gotta go eat dinnnnner lovve yu sooo much<3



2011-05-25
Giannah(neice)

(ithink thats how you spell neice??yes?) i dont know. well i have a lot i can say about my aunt but that would just be too lonng. one of theses days ill find the time to write on and on about her and how i miss her but for now to sum it all up. i love youu and miss you everyday. i think about the great memorize with youu and how lifee could be with you here <3 me and brianna are still very close and always will be aha ohhhh the memories . like up in sonora well i love youu and your in my dreams forever untill we meet again(: love< giannah olkowski <33



2011-05-08
PJ

HAPPY MOTHERS DAY BIG SIS I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU LIKE CRAZY. MACKENZIE MISSES YOU LIKE CRAZY. ITS ALMOST MY 28TH BIRTHDAY IM GETTING PRETTY OLD. MY LOVE AND THOUGHTS OF YOU ARE ALWAYS IN MY HEART.



2011-05-08
Paul

To my loving Daughter - Your Mother sprit is all around us - I love you! Dad



2011-08-11
gabrielle nies

hi ilove and miss you a lot and i mish i got to meat you at 7 8 9 10.love you tuns gabbie.



2011-04-23
PJ

HEY BIG SIS I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU EVERY DAY I WAKE



2011-04-08
Diane

Dear Jonell, Just wanted to let you know how much we miss you. Your dad was at Ashley's wedding in Montana and he mentioned how much he would have liked for you to be there. Your cousins missed out on getting to know you. Love Aunt Diane



2011-03-02
Paul Olkowski

Hi Jonell I miss you so - Saw Brianna and Ricky at Todd's Birthday you would have loved to have been there. Brianna filled in for you very well. I love you Dad



2010-12-25
Dad

Merry Christmas my Little Jonell! I miss you so everyday but your spirit is in my heart as if you never left me! I hope you are looking down on us your family you left behind and have a smile in your heart knowing we all love you so much and hope with all our hearts that we will see you once again. I love you -DAD



2010-04-09
Dad

My Dearest Jonell, 4 years now since you had life. Today I try and think on how this is your last day of life and how all who loved you dearly life's where going to change with your passing! I love you so as much as when I first saw your face! All who loved you are doing a good job living without you as you where so much part of our life's. I miss you so everyday and that is a hard thing to do everyday, but it is your love for me that allows me to go on. I love you -DAD



2010-06-01
Sylvia

Jonell ~ We are all thinking of you, especially today. Love, Sylvia



2010-04-09
Sylvia

Jonell ~ We are all thinking of you everyday, but especially today April 9th, a special day for a special person. Your Dad will be celebrating your Birthday at the Moose's with the rest of the family. Our thoughts and love are always with you.



2009-04-09
PJ

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JONELL!!! Believe it or not yesterday was mackenzies birthday she 1 years old already! I wish you could have seen her at chucky-e-cheese, she had a blast! we miss you so much and your in our thoughts everyday but more so today.WE LOVE YOU SO MUCH AND YOUR IN OUR HEARTS ALWAYS! :) LOVE, PJ JENNIFER AND LITTLE MACKENZIE JONELL XOXOXOXO



2009-04-09
PJ

HEY BIG SIS I MISS YOU SO MUCH. HAPPY BIRTHDAY YOUR GETTING OLD. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH AND WISH YOU WERE HERE SO WE CAN GO OUT. WELL I HOPE YOUR HAVING FUN UP THERE. I LOVE YOU. LOVE ALWAYS YOUR LIL BRO PJ!



2009-04-09
Samantha

I miss you Jonell so much Happy Birthday. I love you always I wish so much we were going out tonight together. I will be with your son and his family for a little while though. I love you always and for ever. You lil Sis xoxoxoxo



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Mom

BABIE MY LOVE U ON YOUR DAY AND MINE I CAN SMELL U HEAR U RIGHT NW GOD BLESS MY BABIE LUV MOM GOD I MISS U MY BABIE



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Samantha

I miss you so much you've been on mind more then ever lately. Your lil sis



2009-01-08
Ricky

Happy Belated New Year and merry christmas mother i miss u more than ever another christmas has gone by with out u i ate at chevys the other day with my wife and mama u know the place were we took the pic were im on ur lap with the sombrero hat any way i luve u and miss very much Mother PS My Wife loves u as well and oh yeah i called u in my sleep and the phone call lasted 1 and 45 seconds it was hella wiered but any u and margarita would of got along great u like all the same things i wish u could of met any way i love u by ma



0000-00-00
Vanessa

so im trying to hang in to there but it is hard to lose someone very close to you i wish you were still here about that your birthday is almost here it will be the first time i dont see you on your b-day and mine well you your the best aunty to me i miss you and love to death r.i.p from vanessa



2008-12-25
Vanessa

MERRY XMAS AUNTY I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU SO MUCH I WISH TO SEE YOU WHEN I GO TO HEAVEN I LOVE YOU SO MUCH LOVE VANESSA P.S TAKE CARE OF YOUR KIDS



0000-00-00
Emma B

Dear Jonell this is Emma B. and Brianna we miss u so much and wanted to wish Merry Christmas love u mom and Jonell.



2008-12-25
Dad

Merry Christmas my dear Jonell - You will never be forgotten! Send some of your spirit to help care for Todd! I love you Dad



2008-12-25
Samantha

HEY YOU IT'S SO HARD TO WRITE. I MISS YOU SO MUCH IT'S CHRISTMAS AND IT WILL NEVER BE THE SAME WITH OUT YOU. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. I SPENT CHRISTMAS EVE WITH YOUR WONDERFUL CHILDREN. IT WAS GREAT BUT YOU WEREN'T THERE AND IT STILL HURTS SO BAD. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH AND PRAY YOU WATCH OVER TODDSTER, KRISTINA AND STEVE AND THE OTHER KIDS THEY NEED YOU MORE THEN EVER RIGHT NOW. I LOVE YOU ALWAYS. YOU ARE ON MY MIND DAILY. LOVE ALWAYS YOUR LIL SIS



2008-12-25
Vanessa

MERRY XMAS WE ALL WISH YOU WERE HERE TO SPEND THIS TIME TOGETHER I HOPE YOU ARE WATCHING YOUR SON AND DAUGHTER. LOVE NESSA



2008-12-25
Brianna

MERRY XMAS AND HAPPY NEW YEAR WE ALL MISS U MOMMY LOVE BRIANNA



2008-12-25
Dad

Hello my dear little girl Jonell - You are on my mind every day I hope re hearing me. IT Christmas another without you. I placed a Christmas toy by your ashes it is the last one I gave to you before you left us. You have some great messages from the people who loved you so. Kristina and Todd good really need you right. please look down on Todd right now he is a wonderful person who did not deserve this illness. Saw Ricky today he is a good man I tried to help him start planning his life out! I love you - Dad



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Gabbie

dear auntie Jonell, i miss you very,very much. i wish you were with me and i think about you all the time. and papa misses you too! we all love you. love you, Gabbie



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Margarita

Beautiful beautiful Jonell, This is Margarita, Ricky's wife speaking... Just wanted to send some love from both me and Ricky, your beloved son and the love of my life, who makes me more happy than words can say :) We love you so much and hope you're sending your blessings from up in heaven XoXo



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PJ

hey big sis i love you always. thinking about you



0000-00-00
PJ

HEY BIG SIS JUST WANTED TO SAY HI AND THAT I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. AND JUST SO YOU DONT WORRY IM DOING GOOD AND WORKING HARD. WELL I LOVE YOU AND TALK TO YOU SOON. LOVE ALWAYS YOUR LITTLE BRO PJ. P.S. I STILL HAV'NT CUTE MY HAIR.



0000-00-00
Samantha

hey jonell, your niece was almost born on your b-day and her names mackenzie jonell olkowski, cute name right? lol Well i miss you and wish mackenzie could have met you. PJ misses you the most and talks about you all the time. YOUR IN MY THOUGHTS ALWAYS



2008-06-01
Dad

To my little girl. Another year has pasted since you left us. Your son has made it past the 12th grade and is on his way to the rest of his life. He sure wishes you where here! So do I your pasting has made our mountains to climb very high. I love you so much!



2008-05-13
Dad

Hi Jonell - Today is a good day it's Rick's Birthday he is 18 a man now. But to me he is still that little boy that was such a gift you gave to all of us. I know it breaks your heart not to be here with us on this day. But, the spirit of Jonell and the memories of that day live on! What a day the feeling where all over the map to watch your baby have a baby. And you wanting me by your side to share it all. I will burn a candle by you tonight for you and Ricky.



2008-05-04
Brianna

hey mom its all most , moms day i just want to let you now i love and happy moms day love poopyXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOOXOXOXOXOXOOXOXOXOOXOXXXXXXXXXXX



2008-04-17
Brianna

hey mom its me bri todays my b-day and its cool but it would be the best b-day evere if you were here but i got to go love you bye



0000-00-00
Brianna

hey mom this is my first time writing on this web and its cool. on my desk theres a pic of you and every time i go to my desk i see you. mom i did the talint show this year i wish you would of been there though. i miss you and will never forget you brianna



2008-04-01
Dad

Jonell - It is almost your birthday which will be a day that I will give thanks for the gift from the heavens on that day! I miss you so and keep trying every day to live with your passsing. On your last day here on earth we talked on the phone you told me to stop worrying about all of the kids including you or I would get sick and you did not want to be without me. Will I don't worry about you any more but now have to live with the pain of not having you here with all of us. I can deal with the worry but not the pain of your passing! Happy Birthday Pumnkin Doos!



0000-00-00
Ricky

wta up mom im in class supposed to be doing my work but im not just thinking bout u got to go teacher coming love you mom



2008-01-01
Dad

Hello my sweet Jonell - A new year but another one for without you in it. But you will always be in my heart as you have been from the time you came into my life! I was looking at your 30 year old book of Jonell I miss you so Love Dad



2007-12-25
Colin

Jonella Bird I miss you so much cherish our memories, My fav dance was to remember when By Alan Jackson. Sean Bear, Colin Bear and Zacharia send there love I love you always, Jilligian Jonell Merry Christmas miss all the fun times. Love Always, Colin



2008-12-25
Colin

Jonella Bird, I miss you sooo much love you so much, laugh at our memories. Always smile I love dancing to remember when at Alan Jackson concert. Sean Bear, Colin Bear, and Zacharia and Broccaaalli says Hi. Jonell Merry Christmas, miss all the fun times. Love Always, Colin



2007-12-25
Samantha

Merry christmas I love you always, samantha xoxoxoxo



2007-12-25
Dad

Jonell - I see your face everyday I love you so even knowing your gone! But I can't think of you for very long because the pain of not having you with us is still something I can not take in life. I put a Christmas toy by your ashes hope you like it.



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Unknown

just wanted to say I love you sooo much I think of you every day I miss you soooo much



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PJ

hey big sis its pj just wanted to say hello. and that im have another kid with jennifer. thought you would like to know. i love you and miss you so much. love you. your lil bro



0000-00-00
Mom

Last night i had a dream, you were trying to get in touch with p.j. and i woke up and i could smell you. God how i miss you.



0000-00-00
Mom

MY PRECIOUS DAUGHTER MY FIRST BORN ITS SO SO SO HARD TO SAY GODBYE BECAUSE I CANT YOU ARE ALWAYS WITH ME EVER SECOUND OF EVERY DAY I ASK WHY AND GET GO REPLY AND YOU KNOW YOU KNOW HOW MUCH I BELIEVE IN OUR LORD BUT WHAT I CANT UNDER STAND IS YOUR THERE AND IM HERE IT MAKES NO SINCE TO ME. I LOVE YOU BABY I CAN FEEL YOU WITH ME ALL THE TIME , IS SO HARD I KNOW YOU AND YOU GRANDPAS AND GRANDMA AND GRANDPA AND AUNTIE ARE ALL TOGETHER THATS I THINK HELPS ME. BUT I JUST MISS YOU SO MUCH I LOVE YOU BABY I LOVE YOU .



0000-00-00
PJ

HEY BIG SIS ITS YOUR LIL BRO JUST WANTED TO SAY I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU.



2007-06-10
Uncle Tom

My dear niece Jonell, one year ago this date your family, friends aunts and uncles gathered together to celebrate your life. Though you're no longer physically with us, you are with us in SPIRIT, though it is a comfort to say that, sometimes it seems it isn't enough but it will have to do.... Love, Uncle Tom



2007-06-01
Sylvia

Dear Jonell ~ One year this date, all our lives drastically changed. You were taken away too soon, but our cherished memories of you live on in us forever. We need to be reminded that life is so short and precious, take time to tell our loved ones how we feel now and always, before they too are taken away. Love, Sylvia



2007-06-01
Dad

My Dearest Jonell - It will be a year that you went away from me. I am thinking that this was the last week of life for you. Things where really bad for you but we talked all the way up to your passing and you told me you loved me even with all the troubles! Some of your last words to me was "Dad stop worrying about us - that you needed me to be around". Well I am still here missing you so much livng with such emptyness. Time is only causing me more pain about lossing you I wish I would of follwed my heart and had come to your side to prevent your passing! But, not to worry I am still in the lives of your sisters and brother and those beautiful grandchildren. They are the glue that keeps my broken heart together for now. Please if you can help me live pass this Friday I will need your help to do so! I love you Dad - PS - Thank your Uncle Dave for having this space to talk with you and thank all the folks that have written to you here you can see you had touched so many hearts!



2007-05-13
Sylvia

Mother's Day Dear Jonell ~ Thinking of you with love and cherished memories on Mother's Day. It is an extra special day, as it is also the day of the birth of your son, "little" Ricky. Love, Sylvia



0000-00-00
Ricky

mom guess wat i made the football team yeah good for me alright im do it all fro u i promise mom all day i luv u and miss u alright by



0000-00-00
Aunt Linda

Jonell, You are special cause you were the only grandchild Mom (Grandma Dorothy) ever got to hold! Now you are with her. Please take care of your Dad. You will always be an OLKOWSKI



2007-04-17
Sylvia

Dear Jonell ~ Today is April 17th, your little girl, Brianna's, Birthday! She is a splitting image of you. Your spirit lives on in her on her Birthday and everyday, as it does with all of us. Love, Sylvia



2007-04-10
Ricky

a mom sorry its a day late but Happy birthday i heard ur song yesterday and cried but if it was for then i guess its ok i love you mom i miss u so much i hope u got ur ballon i wish u were here im gonna tell brianna about dis website soon u should see her new room it it is crazy cool any way i luv u alright see u later by mom



2007-04-09
PJ

WHATS UP BIG SIS! I MISS U LIKE CRAZY. HAPPY 35TH B-DAY. MAN UR GETTING OLD. ITS OK CAUSE IM GONNA BE 24 THIS YEAR AND THAT MEANS IM GETTING OLDER AND THAT SUCKS. I LOVE YOU AND MISS U EVEN MORE. THANK YOU FOR WATCHING OVER ME. LOVE YOUR LIL BRO PJ



2007-04-09
Dad

Jonell - You would be 35 years young today. And I would be calling you to wish you a happy birthday and many more. But, for some reson it was all taken away for you and me. It is a wonderful day to remember because your sprit was born to all of us and my precious little girl your sprit is very much a live because of the hearts you touched while you were with us. We are finding it hard not to be able to take you out for your birthday and hear your laughter of happiness because you are with your family! I love you Jonell!



0000-00-00
Aunt Tammy

Jonell, It's taken me a while to enter this, because I have so much to say. You were so special to me as a little girl. We were very close and spent so much time together. I was just a young girl myself and I couldn't think of anything I'd rather do than babysit you! I will never understand why you aren't here anymore. Please watch over your Dad, he's a special guy and is hurting so much. Love, Aunt Tammy



0000-00-00
Dad

Jonell I know you already know this but I miss you so! It is breaking my heart just as it did when you passed! Time is only making me miss you more I never went this long without you! One way I do visit with you is thru your two beautiful children! Thanks for those two gifts of life you gave us all. I love you!



0000-00-00
Mom

How i will never know i just cant let you go and never will until im with you a mother just cant let go love mom



0000-00-00
Paul

i miss my daughter



0000-00-00
Ricky

Mom i miss u very much and luv u u know its hard as hell down here wit out u but u always in my mind at all times of the day when im in da car and hear "Tipsy" i think of u when ever i look at Briannas pretty face i say dam theres mom. people always ask me what happened to ur mom and i say she just past away but its hard saying that u know any way i luv u and im going to Write to u almost everyday alright Good Night mom



0000-00-00
Samantha

Jonell just wanted to tell you I love you sooo much. It is so hard with out you here. Just know you are always in my heart,soul and mind. Like you have always been. You are my mom, my sister and my best friend. Always Samantha



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PJ

Whats up big sis! thanks for putting up with me and helping me out as much as you have. i love you and will never ever for get you. i love u so much. you are and always will be in my heart and dreams. love always your lil bro



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Sylvia

Dear Jonell ~ I know where you learned how to love unconditionally and displayed it towards your family, relatives and friends. These lessons you learned are inherited in Ricky and Brianna. Your love and devotion are a mirror image of your Dad. Thank you for the precious memories you created with each heart you have touched. These are the special memories we will always cherish. Jonell, thank you for being a part of my life. With love, Sylvia



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Samantha

Jonell, I miss you so much. I don't know how to say good bye? You were my mom, sister and best friend. I wish you were here with us on earth. I keep telling my self you are in a better place. That you are happy and truly at peace. It still doesn't help the pain. You were my right hand man. You the one that helped me through my hard times. As I would help you. I continue to talk to you daily. Sometimes you may not hear but in my mind your always listening. I still hear you telling me everything will be ok and just chill out. I love you with all my heart. There is not one day I don't think about you. Thank you for always making me smile. Your lil sis, Samantha xoxoxo



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Aunt Diane

Jonell, My heart aches because I did not have the opportunity to know you better. Hearing people talk about you just makes me smile. What a lovely lady! Everyone misses you so much, especially your dad, but don't worry sweetie, me and your other Aunts and your sister will take good care of him. God love you and keep you.



0000-00-00
Uncle Tom

Jonell, You were the light in all our eyes, but the light will never die, it will shine on with every memory of you. Whenever I see a flower, I see you. I will remember you with laughter but not with tears. I love you Jonell



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